Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Shiva's Turn

There is a similarity in the cycle of all things.  There is a beginning, a middle, and an end.
Creation, sustainance, dissolution. 
In yoga, we learn of the Hindu deities who represent these things.  

Bhramha is said to be the creator.  He is the beginning of the beginning. The one who sparks something out of nothing. 

Vishnu is said to be the sustainer.  Vishnu's job takes the longest.  He's responsible for the middle. This is where so much work happens.  

Then comes Shiva, the destroyer.  Shiva is said to signify endings.  He bounces in and leaves a wake of destruction

When I first learned of Shiva, he sounded terrifying.  But, Shiva has just danced through my life and I have come to fully appreciate the power of his destruction.  Without the endings, there is no room to experience that moment of stillness before Brahmha gets to work again. 

Last week, left a job where I had been for over 7 years and finished yoga teacher training all at the same time.  It has been the culmination of a stressful working environment and the tremendous amount if energy that goes into the birthing of a yoga teacher.  For now, I appreciate this breath of peace.  The new job will undoubtedly become busier and I will, hopefully, get busy balancing practice and teaching obligations. Without the dissolution or destructionof life as I knew it, there would be too much noise to hear the subtle and glorious OM of silence. 


Thursday, March 26, 2015

Is that land?

When I started Yoga Teacher Training, I was POSITIVE that I would blog throughout.  I clearly had NO IDEA how time consuming it would be.  I was bold, naive and oh so very wrong.

Like a sailor who has been out at sea for many months, drifting with the winds and waves, I've almost forgotten what solid ground feels like.  But, I'm beginning to see birds in the sky, which means that land isn't far off.

Jai!

Friday, February 13, 2015

Street Talk

"I choose to be with him.  I choose to be happy."

Walking out of a parking structure, I overheard a woman say this.  She was talking on the phone.  There was no context or body language cue, so I don't quite know what she meant.  In honor of Valentine's Day, I am going to choose to hear empowerment and sweetness. <3

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Yoga Teacher Training is...

Hard
Fulfilling
Exhausting
Energizing
Time consuming
Rage Inspiring
Really Hard
Awe Inspiring
Beautiful
Fear Inducing
So Much Work
Burning
Sacred
Opening
Present
Perfect